Midnight Divine
Floes seem to importantly convey life’s significance
With my frozen calm core
Transiting midnight depths,
In some universe a foolish gull dives into arctic flows
I thought certain death and I suppose
Permanent preservation
Yet beneath waters, if warmed deeply with loving,
And tender (absolutely terrific)
Destruction. With that destruction we might find
Following is wisdom
“It is not mysterious emptiness,” I tell my Outer Self Which, frozen in place, Tries to dream of breathable air.
Why possibly do I consider a dive?
After everything, a brutally dogged seed exists
Inside, divinity.
Shocking freezing midnight mystery is
Actually terrible treasures.
I am learning, I am trying to learn, I am trying
To try to learn to see differently.
Can I see that this terror is love?
Divinity morphs terrors
With love into their like (love) and this was all
Always me
Afloat with wisdom
I take refuge to breathe,
Committing to dive again and to seek still.
Metallic dissonant brass shimmers in my core,
Reverberating in what,
Again,
I try to try to see differently.
To integrate the oscillations of spirit
And become more of myself.
All of myself.
What is reason enough to dive into that frozen midnight?
Seeking Divine Self